Pounding Chest Launch with Armani Antonellis

In a raw delivery of personal journals, cringe-worthy debauchery, philosophical/spiritual meditations, and practical reflections, I share how I climbed myself out of my mounting troubles, refocused my purpose, and started making my dreams a reality.

"My first job had been on a beautiful beach, and the memories of those glorious work days flooded my mind. I thought about the opportunities I threw away. The recent jail time echoed around each memory.

Reflecting on the last few years of my life was like setting a blade on fire and slowly plunging it into my soul. I started shaking. Sobbing. I didn’t even care about the drool that was spurting from the corners of my mouth. I begged for the forgiveness of the sand, and the tenacity of the ocean. I prayed for help."

Armani Antonellis lives in Portland, Oregon and works as a Licensed Massage Therapist in an integrative clinic. He enjoys living life on the edge, pursuing supernatural potential, and dancing with his demons. In his free time, he writes, reads, lifts, plays water polo, takes psychedelic walks through the forest, and bathes in electronic music. Armani loves connecting and collaborating.